Argh, such a hard self-question.
So a couple weeks ago, a guy from RonnyVanceMusic, a music company, messaged me and jose on youtube asking us if we want to “pursue songwriting” and take music seriously, stuff like that. he gave us the website, and it looked pretty legit and i showed my parents — who went crazy. haha. funnayy.
I finally replied back to him today and now we’re messaging back and forth about music stuff. and dude, i’m HELLLAHELLLA nervous. on the real.
Its always been my freakin’ DREAM to become a famous singer, er, performer. whatevaaa. haha. but yeah! like i’m wondering if i should go for that, or just stick to my reality career: take the nursing field in college.
I mean, i’m gonna be taking classes that are required for good colleges now. like i’m tryna get into anatomy, senior year, cos i’m not tryna do that in college. 0_o hella hard! and idk what else to take before that. haha. still looking into it. but this is my backup, in case my dream doesn’t come true. (wow, i feel hella corny.) but on the reals, i hella want this to happen. been singing since freakin BIRTH, and i’m not gonna stop.
Only time will tell. ARGH.